Like I have said before. I’m trying to lose weight right now. I’m kinda doing it the natural way, you know with strict diet and exercise. Some people do it differently from me, like trying different kinds of herb things and diet pills. Speaking of diet pills, do you know most of them have side effects? If you want to know those side effects, click here to read more.

Me, I prefer to do it the natural way. They say I don’t have to starve myself to lose weight. I say I’m not really starving myself, I’m just not eating excessively like before. And I prefer not to eat carbs now. At least not so much to not at all.

If I’m really given a chance, physically, I would want to learn how to play guitar. I would probably practice everyday until I can come up with something worth uploading to youtube. LOL. Then, probably, I’ll buy one of the B.C. Rich Guitars and will live like like a rocker!

But I can’t. Physically, I can’t T_T So I’m just going to enjoy playing ROCKBAND on our Xbox 360 because I can surely play guitar there~ Haha.

I guess my life has been eventful recently. So many things had happened, really.

Wedding Plans
Just like in the previous post, yeah, I’m getting married. I’m, well, excited about it but I’m not, what’s the word, overwhelmed about it. Mainly because Floyd and I have been living together for four years now so the idea of “getting together” is not something new to us anymore. I’m just excited for the “event” itself not the idea. I’m slowly researching stuff actually, before it was plus-size wedding dress and now wedding rings, maybe a diamond eternity band? We already have wedding rings years ago (because we wanted to get married that time but stuff happened yeah) but Floyd doesn’t like it.

Diet/Weight Loss
Uhm. I think it’s not the first time that I blogged about my diet but this will be the first time that I’m going to really blog some real details about it. I didn’t go into any details before because I was thinking that I might jinx it. I figured, if I’m really determined to lose weight, nothing will stop me. Anyway, I want to lose weight because I want to be really healthy. My weight right now is extremely dangerous, health-wise and I’m getting older and we all know, as we get old, we’re more prone to get sick. So I want to be healthy. And of course, along the way, I want to feel good about myself.

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O.M.G I think it is really, finally confirmed that Floyd and I are getting married. Within this year. He’s been pushing me to go on with my Confirmation (as in Kumpil in our own language – that one catholic thing required before a church wedding) since I failed to get it when I was in high school. Back in my days, it will take you months before you get confirmed cos it was like a every-sunday thing for months. Before, I hate that kind of participation so yeah, I didn’t finished it. LOL

So now, after really taking it in, all I can think about is WHAT I WOULD WEAR and that I’M SO BIG! But then after a while, I thought that maybe being big is not really a problem since there are a lot of plus-size dresses out there. Plus, I can always choose a custom-made dress. So I begin searching for ideas for my “wedding dress”. Basically I don’t want a long dress and it should be with sleeves because I’m not really confident with my arms and whole body in general. /haha Also, it should be simple because we only want a simple wedding.

So I searched here’s what I found and like:

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Mother’s Day is coming~! Next month ne. I’m excited for it cos it’s also my mother’s birth week most probably. I haven’t checked the calendar actually. I want to give her a gift. I have something in mind and maybe some cheap flowers for Mother’s Day. In the past, I was not really vocal during Mother’s days because I’m shy and it’s actually complicated. But now, I want to change that.