But if we’re going to have a real opportunity to renovate the house, I’d consider using Wallpapers for the wall, some bunch of great furnitures and decorations, maybe corner fireplaces (lol I can dream), paintings, etc.

Now I’m inspired. LOL Maybe when we get our aircon, well have a chance to renovate because I’m thinking of moving back to the bedroom area when we get it. Right now, we’re sleeping in the living room which is near the windows.

But I haven’t really worked since, like, last week of April. That is because I’ve been doing non-profit and voluntary work lately. One is for 2NE1PH and one is for YGLadies. I’m both a webmaster/tech admin in both communities for 2NE1. I love 2NE1 so I enjoy doing it. ^_^ Oh, things that I do for fandom.

Aside from that, I’ve been busy with other stuff. Like getting addicted again with the whole Itazura na Kiss franchise (anime, manga, asian dramas). Floyd and I have been marathoning Mythbusters as well (which most of the time, I see steel buildings, maybe tiger metal buildings?). We love that show.

I need to work hard more. Currently, I’m doing the layout for YGLadies. I need to finished it soon so I can do real work.

So Floyd bought me this MSI Windpad already. I haven’t reached my target weight yet (as this was the deal) but still he went ahead and bought this. It’s so nice of him! Thanks darling~!

So happy right now.

Anyway, I may not want to be an office lady or an employee but starting a (small) company and be an employer, is a whole different matter. I want to be an employer.

(Speaking of office, I think every office have a paper shredder, no? If you are planning to buy one, please do read paper shredder ratings so you can choose the right one for you.)

Or maybe start an (online) business. I already have one in mind actually. I really want to pursue this. I just need to save money.

I want to start an online business so I can be active somehow physically. And have an extra income at the same time. Being always at home, sometimes, it’s getting boring. I want some action in my life!

credit: Chikara Hats

I’ve been seeing this kind of cute frame glasses on facebook recently. Makes me want to buy one. I guess, maybe I will! *needs to work hard*

Me, I prefer to do it the natural way. They say I don’t have to starve myself to lose weight. I say I’m not really starving myself, I’m just not eating excessively like before. And I prefer not to eat carbs now. At least not so much to not at all.

But I can’t. Physically, I can’t T_T So I’m just going to enjoy playing ROCKBAND on our Xbox 360 because I can surely play guitar there~ Haha.

Wedding Plans
Just like in the previous post, yeah, I’m getting married. I’m, well, excited about it but I’m not, what’s the word, overwhelmed about it. Mainly because Floyd and I have been living together for four years now so the idea of “getting together” is not something new to us anymore. I’m just excited for the “event” itself not the idea. I’m slowly researching stuff actually, before it was plus-size wedding dress and now wedding rings, maybe a diamond eternity band? We already have wedding rings years ago (because we wanted to get married that time but stuff happened yeah) but Floyd doesn’t like it.

Diet/Weight Loss
Uhm. I think it’s not the first time that I blogged about my diet but this will be the first time that I’m going to really blog some real details about it. I didn’t go into any details before because I was thinking that I might jinx it. I figured, if I’m really determined to lose weight, nothing will stop me. Anyway, I want to lose weight because I want to be really healthy. My weight right now is extremely dangerous, health-wise and I’m getting older and we all know, as we get old, we’re more prone to get sick. So I want to be healthy. And of course, along the way, I want to feel good about myself.

So… Before I started my journey to lose weight, I was 200 pounds. Now, after months I’m near 170 pounds (can’t calculate exactly because our weighing scale is not digital). So how did I manage to lose weight? I avoided carbs and sugary stuff like sweets and cakes and soft drinks. I stopped eating rice – I don’t actually crave for it anymore. I still eat bread sometimes, but it must be whole wheat and/or sugar-free. I try to eat more veggies and fruits and we switched to canola oil (because olive oil is too expensive~). Of course, I try to exercise more that three times a week. And about that, having an xbox360 and kinect helped a lot. We all know about The Biggest Loser right? There’s an xbox360 game version of it. LOL. I play it. It’s like you have a fitness instructor but virtual. I get to do real exercise routines instead of just trying to make myself to sweat. There are cardio exercises, boxing and yoga. What’s great about is, I get to do it at home instead of embarrassing myself in a public place like a gym. xD

I guess that’s just about it. I still need to lose 50 pounds! I watched an Extreme Makeover episode in which a 400-pound woman was required to lose 100 pounds in 90 days! Woah~! And she managed to do it. If she can, I can! I only need to lose 50 pounds compare to her. (400 pounds is BIG, she actually needed to lose 250 pounds…)

Gambarimasu! Roselyn FIGHTING!

So now, after really taking it in, all I can think about is WHAT I WOULD WEAR and that I’M SO BIG! But then after a while, I thought that maybe being big is not really a problem since there are a lot of plus-size dresses out there. Plus, I can always choose a custom-made dress. So I begin searching for ideas for my “wedding dress”. Basically I don’t want a long dress and it should be with sleeves because I’m not really confident with my arms and whole body in general. /haha Also, it should be simple because we only want a simple wedding.

So I searched here’s what I found and like:

This I like a lot. I like the simplicity. There’s a really high chance that I might wear something similar to this.

Maybe I can wear something like this but with a bit longer sleeves.

Or a lace-y dress, something like the two pics above.

Basically, I’m excited! Floyd and I want a simple wedding like I said. And we are in a tight budget. We are not the type who want grandiose things anyway. Simple is very well enough. And we don’t plan to invite a lot of people. =P We are already living together for years, we just want to finalize things. So Happy! Tbh, it feels like it’s so good to be true, I’m scared.

PS: I don’t why but somehow I can relate weddings to gold bullion, they are both precious. LOL